The House Of Life

Opening doors in life can be tricky. Sometimes you can just breeze right through an open doorway and sometimes you have to spend a long time looking for the keys or picking locks. Even then, you may just find a brick wall on the other side. There's a lot of work to do in between those doors too. Cleaning, fixing things and...changing. You meet people and sometimes they'll help you or you'll help them and you can just wander around with them. But then, you open a door one day and when you turn to look at them, they aren't there anymore. Windows are harsh. Sometimes you can open them and the fresh air fills you with joy and hope. Some windows have no screens and you can climb out and run in the fields or swim in the creek. But you have to go back. Always. So, I guess you just have to find the strength to do what needs to be done and enjoy those moments when you can get away.

Life Goes On

I woke up this morning feeling a bit tingly and sore as heck. Then I remembered everything that happened yesterday. My mind is so jumbled and I have so many feels that I just can't...
Maybe I'll wake up and everything will have been a dream. Do I want that? I don't think I do now that I've mulled it over a bit. I just don't know who I am or what I'm doing anymore. But...life goes on.

Bad Days and Better Days

I miss my boyfriend. But today I'm supposed to see him. I'm pretty excited. I also have a chance to see one of my very best friends named Clinton. Around 5...ish. He's pretty great, kindof like a big brother. It'd be neat to see him so I'm crossing my fingers.
I'm sitting with my mum, my amazing step-dad and my grandma Miller. We're eating so I gotta get going but...I just wanted to take a moment to write down a good feeling.

Peace, love and frogs! :3